Ruts
Lately I've been feeling in a rut. Like I'm just stuck here, in the middle of nowhere North Dakota, with nothing real going on. And doing nothing real. Which is definitely bullshit, I mean, even they're not exciting, the things happening are real, Aurora, and I'm sure it's just a going-into-senior-year-of-college thing.
I hate living with my parents.
I love my parents. And when I haven't seen them for a while, living with them seems like the best. But I hate being almost twenty-one years old and living with my parents. The reason I am is because I've got one year left of college and I don't want to waste money on an apartment or anything, but my plan, to save the most money possible, is to live with them for an entire year after I graduate, and to be honest, I don't think I can do it.
Maybe my feelings will change, and I know that sometimes I get into weird let's-hold-onto-childhood states of mind, but at the moment, this is literally the worst thing, because I feel like I'm being treated like a child when I'm legally an adult. And it's frustrating, because, logically, I will be living with them until May 2020. To save the most money.
To move to Maine (or anywhere else in the continental US).
Maine better be worth it.
I hate living with my parents.
I love my parents. And when I haven't seen them for a while, living with them seems like the best. But I hate being almost twenty-one years old and living with my parents. The reason I am is because I've got one year left of college and I don't want to waste money on an apartment or anything, but my plan, to save the most money possible, is to live with them for an entire year after I graduate, and to be honest, I don't think I can do it.
Maybe my feelings will change, and I know that sometimes I get into weird let's-hold-onto-childhood states of mind, but at the moment, this is literally the worst thing, because I feel like I'm being treated like a child when I'm legally an adult. And it's frustrating, because, logically, I will be living with them until May 2020. To save the most money.
To move to Maine (or anywhere else in the continental US).
Maine better be worth it.
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